Canada Day
July 02, 2004

Our Canada Day celebrations were pleasantly low key:
The wine made me sleepy and strangely offensive; the weed made him lively and dangerously excited. So we argued for a while and listened to music until I fell asleep half-naked on his couch.
But the night brought no rest, only twisting and painfully rigid erections.
The morning brought groggy awareness, and endless hours of stumbling across his apartment in my underwear.
And after the wine, cheese, and morning laziness, I felt very Canadian, eh?
Posted by Tudor at 11:19 PM in Various Positions | TrackBack“Canadian” being some kind of sublime metaphor for…gay?
No doubt you realize how homoerotic your writing is. My question is, are you emulating some beloved author, or are you trying to come out? It’s OK to be what other people are, Tudor. It won’t render you common.
Posted by: Carl Jung on July 09, 2004 at 12:10 AMThank you for giving me permission to be what others are, motherfucker, but I don’t think you understand what I’m trying to do with my writing.
Traditionally, the act of writing separates the writer from his own body. Writing is an abstract, congnitive activity that forces the author to abandon the body and to focus on ideas. I’m trying to insert the body back into the narrative, and you can’t talk about the body without talking about pleasure.
That said, I don’t see my writing as exclusively homoerotic, though I do agree that it’s often sexually charged. And that’s probably a good thing.
Posted by: Tudor on July 09, 2004 at 02:54 PMI love the way you write. Im still in highschool so illiteracy is very common and to read your, what would you call them, short stories, journal entries I’m not quite sure but anyways they’re extremely refreshing being that I want to some day be an AE. I don’t know your writting reminds me of a type of liquid. I can’t really word it and I’ll probally end up sounding like the North Carolina hick that I am but I like to give praise where its due and I think you deserve it so thanks for sparking my interest. -TA
Posted by: Tiffany-Anne on November 20, 2004 at 03:11 AMThank you for the exceedingly nice message Tiffany-Anne. I’m glad you’re enjoying my stories (for a while I feared they made no sense to anyone but me) And yes, my writing is often like a type of liquid especially when I write like piss :).
Good luck with your writing too — if you start a blog or publish a book do let me know :)
Posted by: Tudor on November 20, 2004 at 01:54 PMoh, and is AE what kids use nowadays for ‘Adult Entertainer?’
Posted by: Tudor on November 20, 2004 at 02:00 PM